Minggu, 31 Maret 2013

iseng






Buat seseorang yang disana



asal lu tau gue sayang banget sama elu, gue gak perduli apapun yang bakalan terjadi... gue akan mempertahan ku seluruh hidup dan mati gue , hanya untuk lu

gue gak perduli ,orang mau berkata apa tentang gue


yang jelas gue sayang sama elu :(

Minggu, 03 Maret 2013

gazette the fakta

 
 
Ruki (VOKAL)
Nama Asli : Takanori Matsumoto
D.O.B : February, 1st, 1982
Birth Place : Kanagawa Prefecture
Tinggi Badan : 163 cm
Warna Favorit : Merah, Hitam
Tindikan : 5 di telinga kanan
Hobi : Shoping
Pesan : "let's start from the bottom"
Band sebelumnya : Mikoto, Ma'die Kusse, Kar+te=zyAnose
Musisi:  Kiyoharu-san
Band:  SADS
Album:  “THE ROSE GOD GAVE ME” “THE 7 DEADLY SINS”
Film:  “Inception, Child Play
Hewan Favorit : Anjing
Hal yang paling berharga : The Gazette
Hal yang paling membahagiakan : Para Fans Gazette
Lirik lagu yang paling di sukai dari The Gazette saat ini : RED
Satu hari yang ideal menurut Ruki:  Ingin tidur terus dan ingin pergi ke negara-negara selatan (negara tropis di bagian selatan Jepang)
Live yang paling berkesan:  TOUR NAMELESS LIBERTY SIX BULLETS 01 di Kouchi (Saat suaranya mendadak menghilang)
orang tua ruki itu termasuk orang tua yang sangat sangat ketat,tegas,galak juga tidak segan untuk memukul ruki apabila ruki itu berbuat kesalahan.
Setelah gazette terbentuk. Ayah ruki membuang ruki sebagai anak.
Ini kata – kata ruki yang harus kita contoh :
"Aku menyesali semua hal jelek yang pernah aku lakukan waktu aku muda. Aku pikir dulu aku bisa mendapatkan apa yang ku mau dengang cara memberontak."
"Sebelum orangtuaku meninggal, aku ingin memperbaiki diriku sendiri. Supaya suatu hari nanti aku bisa berkata, "Aku anak yg baik.Aku harap aku bisa menjadi lebih baik. Di hari2 ketika orangtuaku sudah tua, aku ingin bisa mengurus mereka."
Nama panggilan ruki waktu kecil ‘’TAKACHAN’’
single reila itu mungkin khusus diciptakan ruki untuk mantan pacarnya yang bunuh diri
 
 

 
 
Uruha (guitar)
Nama Asli : Takashima Kouyou
D.O.B : 9 Juni 1981
Birthplace: Kanagawa
Blood Type: O
Tinggi Badan : 177cm
Warna kesukaan : ungu, abu-abu,hitam
Hobbi : main billiard, pachinko, bowling, bola
Rokok : Marlboro Menthol Light
Binatang kesukaan : Anjing, Beruang kutub, penguin, bebek
Tindikan : 4 di telinga kanan, 5 di telinga kiri: gentle, mature
Band Sebelumya : Mikoto, Ma'die, Kusse, L'ie:Chris, Kar+te= Zyanose
Musisi:  Sugizo
Band Favorite:  Luna Sea
Album:  “Mother” (Luna Sea)
Alkohol:  Red eye
Satu hari yang ideal menurut uru:  Bangun pagi lalu menonton berita di tv sambil minum kopi
Barang yang berharga bagi Uru :  the GazettE
Lirik yang uru suka:  “kizamitsukeru youni”  13 stairs
PV yang Uru suka:  PLEDGE
Artwork yang uru suka:  SHIVER
Live yang paling berkesan:  Shinjuku Station Square
uruha sangat perduli sekali dengan penampilan.
uruha dulu juga pernah di kejar-kejar oleh mafia jepang (YAKUZA)
Uruha itu adalah seorang peminum berat.
uruha adalah anggota yang dianggap kakak oleh senua personel gazette
uruha pernah bilang bahwa menerima hadiah dari fans itu sangat penting.
Nama panggilan uru waktu kecil adalah shima.
uruha sering pamerin pahanya (sexi) saat live the gazette.
 
  

                   


             
Reita (bass)
Nama Asli : Suzuki Ryo/Suzuki Akira
D.O.B : 27 Mei 1981
Birthplace : Kanagawa Prefecture (kantou, East Japan)
Blood Type: A
Tinggi Badan : 172 cm
Warna Favorite : Ungu, merah, putih, hitam
Rokok : Mild Seven Lights
Binatang kesukaan : burung parkit
Band Sebelumnya : Mikoto, Ma'die, Kusse, L'ie:Chris, Kar+te= Zyanose
Musim Favorit :  Musim semi adalah yang terbaik!!!
Hal yang sangat penting:  Sahabat
Sesuatu yang Reita minati:  Percakapan dalam bahasa Inggris
Hobi:  Main game, bersepeda, naik mobil, gambling
Satu hari yang ideal menurut Reita :  Bangun pagi lalu pergi ke luar rumah
Awal mula Reita/subordinat:  Rasa ingin main band dan bukan berarti Reita ingin bersolo karir.
PV yang disukai: BEFORE I DECAY
Artwork yang disukai: DIM
Live yang paling berkesan:  Saat pertama kali Live di Budoukan
reita sempat waktu konser jempolnya keseleo.
reita sering bilang kalau masakan kai tidak enak.
Reita ini paling tidak bisa bahasa inggris.
Kai kalau berdua dengan reita pasti manggil reita rei chan.
Reita pernah di Tanya mengenai typekal cewek idamannya. Jawabnya reita :
‘’ Wanita yang selalu setia menemaniku bahkan ketika aku sudah jatuh sekalipun’’
reita dulu bercita-cita menjadi pemain bola
nama panggilan reita adalah ue chan.
reita ini sering berkelahi dengan kai.
 
 
 
               
                                    
Kai (drum)
Nama Asli : Uke Yutaka
D.O.B : 28 Oktober 1981
Blood Type : B
Birthplace : Tokushima
Tindikan : 2 di telinga kiri
Tinggi Badan : 172 cm
Hobi : masak, main bola, ngoleksi Zippos
warna kesukaan : hitam, merah, putih, biru, silver, gold
Rokok : Red Marlboro Box
Binatang kesukaan : dog, tiger, alligator/crocodile
Band sebelumnya : Mareydi†Creia
Musisi/band:  Linkin Park
Album: DIM
Tune:  “Wish” (by Linkin Park)
Olah raga:  Sepak bola
Musim:  Musim semi dan musim panas
Negara:  Jepang
Makanan:  Makanan manis
Minuman:  Kopi
Alkohol:  Sake Jepang dan bir
Sesuatu yang berharga:  Keluarga, fans, dan the GazettE
Hal yang bisa menyembuhkan kai :  Main mahjong
Kebiasaan:  pelupa
Cara menghabiskan waktu luang pada saat off:  Tidur
Satu hari yang ideal bagi kai : tidur seharian
Awal mula subordinat:  Luna Sea (mungkin maksudnya, lagu-lagu Luna Sea membuat ia tertarik bermusik)
Lagu yang disukai: Maximum Impulse, LINDA~candydive pinky heaven~, Red, VERMIN
PV yang disukai: BEFORE I DECAY
Artwork yang disukai: Red
Live yang paling berkesan:  Live di Budoukan yang pertama kali
Kai juga merupakan koki di the gazette.
Kai sering berkelahi dengan reita.
  



             

Aoi (guitar)
Nama Asli : Shiroyama Yuu
D.O.B : 20 Januari 1979
Blood Type : A
Birthplace: Mie
Tinggi Badan : 171 cm
Warna Favorite : putih, hitam
Binatang Favorite : Anjing, Kucing, dll
Cuaca Favorite : Musim dingin
Tindikan : 1 di bibir, 1 di telinga kanan, 3 di telinga kiri.
Musisi:  Nuno Bettencour
Barang yang bisa menyembuhkan AOI :  Tempat tidur
Lirik yang di sukai :  “aishiteru” nante mou iranai tada zutto soba ni ite (PLEDGE chorus)
Lagu yang di sukai :  PLEDGE
PV yang di sukai : PLEDGE
Live yang paling berkesan:  Saat pertama kali live di Budoukan
aoi suka sekali dengan makanan yang di buat dengan perasaan cinta sepenuh hati.
aoi itu sangat menghargai fansnya.
aoi Dulunya  bercita- cita menjadi seorang bike ricer.
Aoi ini hampir mirip dengan  anggota PS Company yaitu Miavi.
aoi juga mempunyai watak menyebalkan. contoh, pertanyaan yang di jawab oleh aoi dengan ringan :
Band:  Macam-macam
Album:  Sebenarnya banyak/macam-macam
Tune:  Tidak pakai
Acara Televisi:  Tidak pernah nonton tv
Aktor/aktris:  Tidak ada minat pada mereka
Fashion:  Tergantung hari
Wangi (parfum yang dipakai di badan):  Tergantung hari
Olahraga:  Tidak pernah olah raga
Game:  Masih suka main game
Mobil:  Punya
Sepeda:  Dulu punya
Makanan:  Apapun
Minuman:  Apapun
Rokok:  Merokok
Alkohol:  Minum alkohol
Mimpi :  Tidak bisa saya katakan
Barang yang penting:  Saya tidak ingat
Hal yang menyenangkan bagimu:  Itu juga sudah banyak sekali
Hobi:  Macam-macam
Karakter/watak:  Aku tidak terlalu paham diriku
Caramu menghabiskan waktu luang pada saat off:  Aku tidak pernah off (libur)
Handphone:  Sudah rusak
Mata pelajaran di sekolah:  Tidak ada minat pada pelajaran di sekolah

 

ABOUT GAZETTE






 

 

 

2002: Conception and early work

The band began in 2002 with Ruki (vocals), Reita (bass) and Uruha (lead guitar) in Kanagawa Prefecture. After being involved with other bands in the visual scene, the trio decided that The Gazette would be their last band.[4] They recruited Aoi (rhythm guitar) and Yune (drums) from disbanded visual band Artia and formally became The Gazette in January 2002.[4]
Originally signed to Matina, they released their first single, "Wakaremichi", and released their first music video on April 30, 2002. They re-released "Wakaremichi" in June. By September they had released "Kichiku Kyoushi (32sai Dokushin) no Nousatsu Kouza" and their second PV. In October, they played their first solo live. On Christmas, the 5-song compilation Yougenkyou with the song "Okuribi" was released.

2003: New drummer and Cockayne Soup

In early 2003, Yune left the band and was replaced by Kai and he volunteered to be the leader. Shortly after this, The Gazette signed with the PS Company label and in May, released their first EP, Cockayne Soup. They started their first tour with the band Hanamuke, and during the tour the bands collaborated on two songs.
A second tour followed with the band Vidoll. The bands were featured together on the November issue of Cure, a magazine focusing on visual kei bands.
In early December, they played a co-headlining show with Deadman. On December 28, they performed at Fool's Mate magazine's Beauti-fool's Fest. Afterwards, the performance was released on DVD.

2004: Disorder

On January 16, 2004, the band recorded a solo performance at the Shibuya-AX, released on DVD as Tokyo Saihan -Judgment Day-. On March 30, 2004, they released their fifth EP Madara, which reached No. 2 on the Oricon Indie Charts. Madara was followed on May 26 by a companion DVD that included six music videos and an in-the-studio documentary. In the same month, The Gazette was featured in Shoxx magazine's Expect Rush III, a catalogue of independent visual kei artists.[6]
A second concert DVD, Heisei Banka, was released on August 25. During September and October, they toured with fellow PS Company bands Kra and BIS. Their first studio album, Disorder, was released on October 13 and subsequently made it to the top 5 of the indies Oricon Daily Charts.

2005–2006: Nil and Nameless Liberty Six Guns tour

In early 2005, The Gazette embarked on their Japan-wide spring tour called Standing Tour 2005 Maximum Royal Disorder. The final tour was held at Shibuya Kokaido on April 17. On March 9, The Gazette released the new single "Reila".
After the DVD release of their concert July 6, the band released their sixth EP, Gama, and embarked on the Standing Tour 2005 (Gama) the Underground Red Cockroach. On October 20, The Gazette released their first photobook, Verwelktes Gedicht, which included an exclusive CD containing the song "Kare Uta" (枯詩; Withered Poem). On December 7, 2005, the band released their first single under a major label, "Cassis". The promotional video of "Cassis", was shot in Austria. On December 11, The Gazette performed with other bands signed to the PS Company label to celebrate the record label's fifth Anniversary Peace and Smile Carnival 2005 Tour.
 
 
 
Starting 2006 with a name change from Japanese characters to a romanized script, The Gazette released their second studio album, Nil, on February 8. Shortly afterward, they embarked on another Japanese tour named Standing Tour 2006 Nameless Liberty Six Guns and the tour ended at the venue Nippon Budokan.[7] In May, they released their first compilation album, Dainihon Itangeishateki Noumiso Gyaku Kaiten Zekkyou Ongenshuu; the album included songs from 2002 until 2004. In the next month they released their second music video compilation DVD, Film Bug I. On July 29, The Gazette performed at the Beethovenhalle in Bonn, Germany, their first show outside of Asia. The concerts were arranged in conjunction with the AnimagiC anime and manga convention.[8]
On August 6, The Gazette held a festival called Gazerock Festival in Summer 06 (Burst into a Blaze) at Tokyo Big Sight West Hall. Later that month, the band released two new singles, "Regret" on October 25, and "Filth in the Beauty" on November 1. To promote the singles, they embarked on another tour, Tour 2006-2007 Decomposition Beauty. In the middle of tour, they announced location for the final of the tour to be at Yokohama Arena.



2007–2009: Stacked Rubbish and Dim

The single, "Hyena" was released in early 2007. "Chizuru" (千鶴?, A Thousand Cranes), the B-side of "Hyena", was used as the ending song for the horror Korean movie, Apartment. The band's third studio album, Stacked Rubbish followed on July 4, 2007. The album reached No. 2 on the Oricon charts within a day from the release. The album was followed by a long time promotional tour named Tour 2007-2008 Stacked Rubbish (Pulse Wriggling to Black) from July 2007 until April 2008. In the midst of tour in October, The Gazette embarked on their first European tour, performing in England, Finland, France, and Germany. The tour finale was held in Yoyogi National Gymnasium on April 19 and April 20, 2008
In the beginning of 2008, The Gazette collaborated with GemCerey for jewellery. They released a single, "Guren" (紅蓮?, Crimson Lotus) on February 13, 2008, which reached No. 1 on the Oricon charts. The DVD for their Stacked Rubbish Grand Finale (Repeated Countless Error) at Yoyogi National Gymnasium was released on August 6. The single "Leech" released on November 12, 2008, which also landed a No. 1 spot on the Oricon daily charts. On July 14,[9] the band performed in the event Music Japan 2008 (a TV program on NHK) with other bands such as Alice Nine, Plastic Tree, LM.C and Mucc.
On August 23. The Gazette held a festival called Gazerock Festival in Summer 08 (Burst into a Blaze) at Fuji-Q Conifer Forest. The Gazette went on a fanclub tour throughout October called Standing Live Tour 08 (From the Distorted City), referencing the song "Distorted Daytime" from their "Leech" single, which portrayed Tokyo as a "distorted city," in terms of the societal and political crises sweeping over Japan.
On November 15, 2008, The Gazette hosted their first secret show in Shinjuku Station. Originally, around two-hundred fifty people were to be anticipated, but instead, over seven thousand attended, the most in the band's history. Due to the amount of people on the streets, the police were forced to shut it down after two songs.[9][10]
On January 3, 2009, The Gazette performed alongside fellow PS Company bands in the Peace and Smile Carnival 2009 Tour to celebrate the record label's 10th Anniversary in Nippon Budokan, where they announced they would release a new single called Distress and Coma on March 25. The release was preceded by a 7th Anniversary performance called Live 09 (7-Seven-) at Makuhari Messe.
The band released their 4th studio album, Dim on July 15, followed by another Japan-wide summer tour starting in July, for which the tour's final show was held at Saitama Super Arena on September 5. On October 7, 2009, they released their single "Before I Decay". After that, The Gazette performed at V'Rock Festival 2009 at Makuhari Messe on October 24.
In December, The Gazette held a Christmas Eve live to close out the year called Live 09 (A Hymn of the Crucifixion) at Tokyo Big Sight.[11]

2010–2011: Label change and Toxic

On March 17, 2010, the band embarked Standing Live Tour 10 (The End of Stillness) at Zepp Tokyo.[11] After the fan club tour, the band then announced a new single and a live tour, which is named Tour 10 Nameless Liberty Six Bullets starting in July with two consecutive nights at Nippon Budokan.[12] Among all of these events, the band has also announced that they would be transferring from King Records to Sony Music Records. "Shiver" is the first single with new label Sony Music Records and was also selected as the opening theme song to the Sony anime series Kuroshitsuji II.[13] On August 4, 2010, they released 3rd music video on DVD titled Film Bug II which included 10's PV from "Regret" to "Before I Decay".
Right after the release of "Shiver", the band announced the final stop of the Tour 10 Nameless Liberty Six Bullets would be held at Tokyo Dome, and two new singles "Red" and "Pledge" would be released.[14][15]
On March 2011, the band embarked on a fanclub only tour named Live Tour 11 (Two Concept Eight Nights -Abyss/Lucy-) and 9th Birth (Day 9 -Nine-) at Zepp Tokyo in March 10. On March 23, The Gazette released a compilation album titled Traces Best of 2005-2009 and a live concert DVD named The Nameless Liberty at 10.12.26 Tokyo Dome.
The Gazette has postponed the releases of their best-of album Traces Best of 2005-2009 and live DVD The Nameless Liberty at 10.12.26 Tokyo Dome which contains footage of their final concert at Tokyo Dome due to the catastrophe in Japan. Both were released on April 6.[16]
Their single "Vortex" was released on May 25, 2011. On July 2011, Ruki and Aoi joined in onPS Carnival Tour 2011 Summer 7 Days at Shibuya. Ruki was in a session band named "Lu/V" and Aoi was in a session band named "Aoi with Bon:cra-z". The Gazette also be performed at the 2011 Summer Sonic Festival that was held on August 13 and 14, in Tokyo and Osaka.[17] On September 18, 2011, The Gazette performed at the Inazuma Rock Festival 2011 with TM Revolution.[18]
The Gazette finally announced the release of their new single "Remember the Urge" in August 31, the new album Toxic on October 5 and the Live Tour11 Venomous Cell. The tour started on October 10 in Tokyo at the International Forum Hall A and led the band through 27 cities with a total of 28 performances until the end of the year.[19] The tour finale was held in Yokohama Arena with the title named Tour11-12 Venomous Cell -the Finale- Omega in January 14, 2012. On October 3, The Gazette was rewarded "The Most Requested Artist 2010" from J-Melo Awards 2011.[20]

2012-present: Division and Groan of Diplosomia tour

In the final concert of the Venomous Cell tour, The Gazette announced that they will hold a 10th anniversary concert called Standing Live 2012 10th Anniversary -The Decade- at Makuhari Messe on March 10, 2012. They also announced the release of a new album called Division.[21] The album will come out on August 29 in Japan and on October 1 in the UK and Europe (via JPU Records). As previously revealed, will be made up of entirely new songs. Division will be promoted during the nationwide tour Live Tour12 -Division- Groan of Diplosomia 01, which will start on October 8 and finish on November 29.
Before this, the band will also embark on a fanclub-only tour, titled Standing Live Tour12 -Heresy Presents- Heterodoxy. It will start on July 4 and will end on August 29.[22]
The Gazette will be performing at A-Nation Musicweek 2012 at Yoyogi National Stadium on August 4th.[23] The Gazette also will be playing at the Kishidan banpaku 2012. The event will be held on September 16 and 17 in Chiba.[24] In October 11, The Gazette join in a festival music event titled Rising Sun Rock Festival 2012 in Ezo.[25]
The Gazette will release a new live 10th Anniversary: The Decade DVD on January 9, the DVD will contain the full footage from the band's 10th anniversary live, The Decade, which took place on March 10 at Makuhari Messe. The band announced their first tour for 2013, Live Tour13 Division Groan of Diplosomia 02, starting on February 2 at Sapporo Shimin Hall and ending March 10 with their anniversary concert the Gazette Live Tour12-13 Division Groan of Diplosomia Melt, which will be held at Saitama Super Arena.[26]
It has just been announced that The Gazette will be performing at the Russian rock festival Kubana, which will be held for the fifth time in Anapa at the Black Sea. The event will be held over the course of August 1 to 7 and will feature international stars like Die Ärzte, Scooter, the Guano Apes, Bullet For My Valentine, System of a Down and many more. For The Gazette it will be the first time to ever perform in Russia and the first time to go overseas since their European Tour in 2007





CALM ENVY IN VERSION _GAZETTE

Lyrics Calm envy - the GazettE

    • Romaji

      Calm envy

      furishikiru ame no ne ni  shizumi sou na
      sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou

      「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
      dou ka shiteru ne

      tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
      「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
      iki wa chan to dekiteru no ni kuzure sou ni naru

      kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kure nara
      me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
      fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
      umetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe

      yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no  anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru

      「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
      kotae wa emi ni obore
      「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
      kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru

      anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
      me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
      fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
      watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
      kizukarenai you ni namida wa nuguu kara
      kore ijou watashi no mae de warawanaide

      "sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
      "sayonara" ni naku futari de itai
      omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
      soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
      mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide

      mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
      "semete..."
      sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
      honokana netsu wo tabako no you ni keshite

      kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo 

  • Kanji

    降りしきる雨の音に沈みそうな
    その約束は誰の夢で

    「I want to see all of you.」
    「I want to love all of you.」
    どうかしてるね

    繋ぐ手と逆の手には いつも知らない香りがしてる
    「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
    息はちゃんと出来てるのに 崩れしょうになる

    言葉よりも深く 愛してくれなら
    目の前に居るあなただけを 信じていける
    不意に見せた過去に 触れる度に脆く
    埋め尽くせない空白に 涙浮かべ

    安らぎに甘えてても隣の あなたが私の中から 途切れそうになる

    「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
    答えは笑みに溺れ
    「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
    掻き消せない程 抱えてる

    あなたに投げた言葉も 愛してくれるなら
    目の前に居るあなただけを 信じていける
    不意に見せた過去に 触れる度に痛む
    私のいない空白まで 愛したい
    気付かれないように 涙は拭うから
    これ以上私の前で笑わないで 

    「さよなら」を隠す二人じゃなく  
    「さよなら」に泣く二人でいたい
    思い返すより忘れて欲しい
    そして私を空白に置いて
    もう過ぎた日々を追ったりしないで

    もうかれ以上置いて行かないで   
    「せめて・・・」
    さよならを握り眠る私の
    仄かな熱を煙草のように消して

    帰らない日々を愛した人よ。

  • Translation (IN ENGLISH )

     
  • Calm envy

    Seems like I'm getting melanchlic from the sound of the downpouring rain
    Who's dream is this promise in, who is this dream for I wonder?

    「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
    Please do it for me

    When our hands are connected, there is usually a unknown scent coming from the reverse hand.
    「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
    Even though I breath out regularly, it seems like I'm going to crumble

    If you would love me deeper than those words
    I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
    In the suddenly shown past, it was easy every time we would touch
    Tears are floating in the blank spaces that I can't fill

    It seems like you're breaking away from my inside, you who is beside me also when we snuggle up in peace

    「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
    The answer is drowning in a smile
    「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
    I embrace them in my arms the more I can't make them disappear

    If you would love me, even though I threw those words at you
    I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
    In the suddenly shown past, it hurts every time you touch me
    I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
    Because I wipe away my tears so you won't be able to notice them

    There is nothing more to laugh about in front of me.

    We aren't anymore, just hiding the 'goodbye'
    I want to be together with you, crying about this 'goodbye'
    More than thinking back upon I want to forget.
    and now leave me in this empty space.
    Don't chase those long passed days.

    Don’t leave anything more than what’s already left.
    "At least..."
    Holding onto this goodbye
    Me, sleeping as I hold onto this good bye,
    and my faint heat that vanishes like tobacco.

    A person that loved the days that won't come back

    Notes: The Song is written out a woman's point of view. She doesn't want her boyfriend to leave.