CALM ENVY IN VERSION _GAZETTE

Lyrics Calm envy - the GazettE

• Romaji

  Calm envy
  
  furishikiru ame no ne ni　 shizumi sou na
  sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou
  
  「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
  dou ka shiteru ne
  
  tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
  「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
  iki wa chan to dekiteru no ni kuzure sou ni naru
  
  kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kure nara
  me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
  fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
  umetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe
  
  yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no　　anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru
  
  「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
  kotae wa emi ni obore
  「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
  kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru
  
  anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
  me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
  fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
  watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
  kizukarenai you ni namida wa nuguu kara
  kore ijou watashi no mae de warawanaide
  
  "sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
  "sayonara" ni naku futari de itai
  omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
  soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
  mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide
  
  mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
  "semete..."
  sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
  honokana netsu wo tabako no you ni keshite
  
  kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo 

• Kanji

  降りしきる雨の音に沈みそうな
  その約束は誰の夢で
  
  「I want to see all of you.」
  「I want to love all of you.」
  どうかしてるね
  
  繋ぐ手と逆の手には　いつも知らない香りがしてる
  「I want to see all of you.」　「I want to love all of you.」
  息はちゃんと出来てるのに　崩れしょうになる
  
  言葉よりも深く　愛してくれなら
  目の前に居るあなただけを　信じていける
  不意に見せた過去に　触れる度に脆く
  埋め尽くせない空白に　涙浮かべ
  
  安らぎに甘えてても隣の　あなたが私の中から　途切れそうになる
  
  「I want to see all of you.」「I want to love all of you.」
  答えは笑みに溺れ
  「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
  掻き消せない程　抱えてる
  
  あなたに投げた言葉も　愛してくれるなら
  目の前に居るあなただけを　信じていける
  不意に見せた過去に　触れる度に痛む
  私のいない空白まで　愛したい
  気付かれないように　涙は拭うから
  これ以上私の前で笑わないで　
  
  「さよなら」を隠す二人じゃなく　　
  「さよなら」に泣く二人でいたい
  思い返すより忘れて欲しい
  そして私を空白に置いて
  もう過ぎた日々を追ったりしないで
  
  もうかれ以上置いて行かないで　　　
  「せめて・・・」
  さよならを握り眠る私の
  仄かな熱を煙草のように消して
  
  帰らない日々を愛した人よ。
  
  

• Translation (IN ENGLISH )

   
• Calm envy
  
  Seems like I'm getting melanchlic from the sound of the downpouring rain
  Who's dream is this promise in, who is this dream for I wonder?
  
  「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
  Please do it for me
  
  When our hands are connected, there is usually a unknown scent coming from the reverse hand.
  「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
  Even though I breath out regularly, it seems like I'm going to crumble
  
  If you would love me deeper than those words
  I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
  In the suddenly shown past, it was easy every time we would touch
  Tears are floating in the blank spaces that I can't fill
  
  It seems like you're breaking away from my inside, you who is beside me also when we snuggle up in peace
  
  「I want to see all of you.」 「I want to love all of you.」
  The answer is drowning in a smile
  「You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost.」
  I embrace them in my arms the more I can't make them disappear
  
  If you would love me, even though I threw those words at you
  I could believe you just by standing in front of me.
  In the suddenly shown past, it hurts every time you touch me
  I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
  Because I wipe away my tears so you won't be able to notice them
  
  There is nothing more to laugh about in front of me.
  
  We aren't anymore, just hiding the 'goodbye'
  I want to be together with you, crying about this 'goodbye'
  More than thinking back upon I want to forget.
  and now leave me in this empty space.
  Don't chase those long passed days.
  
  Don’t leave anything more than what’s already left.
  "At least..."
  Holding onto this goodbye
  Me, sleeping as I hold onto this good bye,
  and my faint heat that vanishes like tobacco.
  
  A person that loved the days that won't come back
  
  Notes: The Song is written out a woman's point of view. She doesn't want her boyfriend to leave.